i don't know why in this time..just..so suddenly..i remember my school..this morning..when i want to go to work..i pass away a school..hurm..looked at them..how if i can go back to past..n learn hardly at school..owh..miss that time so much..but..as we more regret bout that..we cannot be what we are..miss my english teacher very much..it is not because she is pretty(ya..ya..i lie..she is damn hot ok..feel better..)..but..her teach me a good lesson..

       "zul(my nick at sdpb),belajarlah bahasa inggeris kalau nak masa depan awak cerah..bukan saya nak cakap yang subject lain tu tak penting..semua tu penting..cuma..english ni dapat menolong awak semasa awak memasuki alam pekerjaan..awak saya tengok ok..karangan classmate awak 1 muke surat je..ada tu..xsampai 1 muke pun..separuh je..awak..siap buleh buat novel..memang cerita awak tu merepek..dengan grammer lintang pukang..ayat bm jadi bi..tapi..xpe laa..awak still boleh jadikan cerita awak menarik untuk saya baca...saya percaya kalau awak berusaha lebih sikit..perbaiki grammer awak..xmustahil english tu dalam genggaman awak..xkan awak nak saya tulis besar2 guna dakwat merah..REPAIR YOUR GRAMMAR!!..kan nanti novel(my karangan..huhu..) awak jadi xcantik.." 

hurmmm..i wonder..is she still teaching there??..hurm..today is the 7th day of new year..hope..it not to late to wish u all hepy new year..and..this is my essay about my 2011 resolutions..dear teachers..please sign my essay..


                                          "MY 2011 RESOLUTIONS"

        today is 7th January 2011..as time go by..i think,i'm getting older and older..i dont know what i want to write about my new year resolution..because..i know..it will not happen..just same like previous years..hurm..2 days ago..i just took my car from workshop..aiyooyoo..amaa..apaa..RM1708??..what the hell..damn..i must drive carefully next time..aisey..i just feel like want to kick someone ass in that time...but..luckily..i got my friends tamed me and make me cool..thanks GOD..am i drive fast??..how could i know..my meter are broken..damn..pay house rent..fuel..hp bill..life is hard..and now i know how my dad suffer for me when i was a kid..thanks dad..sometimes..GOD gives us test..to see how we overcome it..so..serve me right laa kan..who ask me to drive fast like micheal shumacer??..
       so..my first 2011 resolutions is..i want to drive carefully in the future..how i can make this possible??..dream like there are my father in that car..sit beside me..fuhh..i think..in the reality..if he is really be at my side..the meter will maintain at 20 or 30 km/h..hahaha..thats was my 1st resolution..my second resolution is..i want to clear all my debt..and..lately..i calculate all my debt..it is already at 1K..oh my gosh..what will i eat this month..dad..help me..huhu..damn..u r grown ups men..act like one laa..always crying like a baby..daddy..daddy..give me some money..huh..what a jerks..u create a problems..u settle it on ur own laa..until when u can show ur dad that u can live on ur own??..hurm..zack..zack..
      my next resolutions..which is..third i think..let see..what is my 3rd resolution huh??..oh ya..my dad told me to stop smoking!!..haha..no..no..this cannot be done..trust me..this cannot be my 3rd resolution..change.change..hurm..my 3rd resolution is..i want to spend out with my family and friends..(cam iklan digi laa plak..friends and family package..)..nah..that much better..i think..errr...could we just skip it to my 4th resolutions??..ngaaa...to all my dearest friends and family..thanks a lot guys..without u..i will die instantly..huhu..
       my 5th resolution..i think..i am ready to make a serious relationship..i guess..urm..still not..lalalala..errrr..change la...my 5th resolution is..i want to search..where i put my 4th 2011 resolutions..therefore..to all readers..thanks cause read my essay till the ends..appreciate that..and..see ya..-ends of my essays-..;p

                                                               ~THE END~

Since saya dh jadi Counselor xbertauliah, mari saya sharekan apa yang patut dibuat kalau nk lupakan org yg PERNAH korg sayang :) Ini apa yang saya buat sendiri untuk lupakan kenangan yang xberapa silam, suatu ketika dulu :D

(*-*) First
- Beberapa saat yang lalu anda baru mendengar perkataan clash! adalah wajar anda berasa sedih! Sila la menangisi perpisahan itu dgn semahu mahunya.. Ingat! Hari ni je korg menangis, lpas nie.. tidak akan ada lagi AIRMATA untuk si dia!

(*-*) Second
- Jangan nk jd HERO sgt la kan.. nak simpan kesedihan tu sorg2.. Carilah seseorang yang boleh wat korg kembali tenang! Sejujur habis korg bercerita, smpai tiada apa pun yg termiss :) Peduli ape kalau korg rasa bnde tu akan buat korg termalu sendiri! Janji korg puas hati :D

(*-*) Third
- Tolong delete EVERYTHING about him/her! especially picture korg berdua..  apa2 lagi yg berkaitan dgn dia! Kalau still ade bende2 mcm nie, agak ssh untuk korg lupakan.. Tapi, if still rasa nk berkwn balik after break, xyah la smpi delete FB or No phone.. ckup sekadar hilangkn segala kenangan yg dihasilkan melalui gambar :) Nanti, kalau nk contact balik cm mane? Malu kot if nk add balik! :DD 

(*-*) Fourth
- Adalah sesuatu yang normal kalau korg tiba2 teringat, terindu, or terkenang && saya tau, mesti ade diantara korg akan stalker social network die! saya akui, saya sendiri buat bnde nie! from now, STOP stalk! Dari korg stalk page die setiap kali korg online, baik korg berchatting ngan org yg baru korg knal kt FB! Serius!! nanti hati sndiri jgak yg sakit kn :)

(*-*) Fifth
- Bila dh xde BF/GF.. sedikit sebanyak korg akan rasa LONELY kan? Dari korg duk melayan lagu yg touching habis, baik la korg bzkn diri korg dgn aktiviti2 yg xmembosankan.. Shopping, Movie, Bowling, Karaoke.. Bila masa korg dh terisi dgn aktivi2 cmni, kuranglah skit ingatan korg kt si dia :))

(*-*) Sixth
- Finally, belajar la untuk menerima kenyataan yg cinta korg terputus ditengah jalan.. berhentilah menyalahkan si dia sebagai punca cinta korg menemui noktah! Walau apa pun yg berlaku.. si dia pernah menbahagiakan hidup korg.. Selama mana korg nk hidup dibwah bayang2 si dia? Sudah2 la tu.. Jgn mengharap pada sesuatu yg xpasti.. MOVE ON, plz! :) Sometimes, org yg kita syg separuh mati xsemestinya milik kita.. mungkin itu bkn jodoh kita :) jadikan semua ini sebagai 1 pengajaran yg akan mematangkan kita :)

'awak..saya ni bukan macam ape yang awak sangka..saya k0t0r awak..saya hina..saya xda maruah..saya xcantik..kenapa awak nak dengan saya..saya xde pape dah nak bagi kat awak..cari lah perempuan lain..'
kepada 'saya'..awak xpenah k0t0r di hati saya..awak xhina pada pandangan mata saya..awak masih bermaruah bagi saya..kecantikan awak mampu buat hati saya cair..cerita masa lampau awak,sila abaikan..awak manusia,saya manusia..xda manusia yang xpenah xwt kesilapan..awk cuma nampak silap awak..awak xtaw lagi dulu saya macam mana..awak xperlu kata awak jahat..awak k0t0r..xperlu!..bukan awak nilai siapa diri awak k..tutup buku lama awk..kunci dalam peti..buang kunci tu..last skali..buang 0r tanam peti 2..end 0f st0ry k..awak nak tau knapa saya masih tetap nak jadikan awk suri dalam hidup saya?sebab awak ad sifat JUJUR..kalau awak xda sifat JUJUR,suatu hari nanti,xmustahil awk akan tipu saya..cukup la saya terasa tertipu sebelum saya knal awak..
Awak..saya xnak mintak yang bukan2..saya xdapat nak bagi awak yang bukan2..asalkan awak dapat h0rmat saya..sayang saya..percaya saya..saya akan berusaha untuk buat hidup awak bahagia..insyaallah..
Saya sayang awak sepenuh hati saya..t0l0ng terima pinangan family saya..